Time is the most precious thing to me. every second I have I want to spend with the love of my life. When those precious hours are ours, not april showers or men in power can get me down. My queen and I are rarely seen, we hide in our castle and dream. I think of our future and she deserves more, a man in his prime. She deserves a knight in shining armor, but I cant fit into mine.
If a river can carve rock and lightening can split a tree then I can be the best version of me, the one she sees when we dream. I'll no longer take the easy ride, I'll have no ticks on the con side.
I'll be an after photo, and the before photo won't be worth looking at because before I met her I didn't feel like a real person. I looked like one, but I just went through the motions, oceans of people and I sank to the bottom.
I felt like one of those plastic fruit, they look real but they are hollow. A hollow man but no kevin bacon, just too much normal bacon and being too lazy. But laozi said a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step and that was when she stepped into my life.
